upside down

2003-10-11T08:23:00.000-07:00

2003-10-04T06:54:00.000-07:00

everyone's studying i guess
except for me
hahax
rather slack these few days
feel like it's ~~after~~ the exams
hahaha
sorta de-stress...
and chua raided our fan club on children's day...
sad sad
anyway anyway i dont know why im so nice to her
i mean i nv did anything wrong and what's her bloody prob?
coming and piss me off right in my face
i should stop being nice to certain ppl
i should take lessons on how to judge ppl
bleah
buzz3rd

2003-09-27T08:09:00.000-07:00

now im angry...
you just ruined my day...
i tot i'd freed of all these probs already
but you came and brought it all back...
i ~~dont care~~ what the both of u talked about
but i know it gotta have smth to do with me
cox after tt your attitude changed

why do i care so much?
why must i think so much?

bcox u matter to me.

but do i matter to you?

2003-09-27T07:05:00.000-07:00

hmmm where's everyone? pia-ing away i guess....ahhhh!
think im the only one who havent really started feel guilty but just no mood
boos
i want to have a new blog!

2003-09-20T08:43:00.000-07:00

nothing is real in this world...nothing....everything fades away at the end so what's the point?
she seems happier..that's good...but that's not my problem...just happy for her...
cousin's daughter's bday today..cute...
currently working on a new blog...it's nice!
shant blog too much...
exams coming...

2003-09-09T08:35:00.000-07:00

hmmm

2003-09-09T06:33:00.000-07:00

Which Evangelion Child Are You?

2003-09-09T06:30:00.000-07:00

Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."

What type of eyes do you have?
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2003-09-09T06:29:00.000-07:00

Which toe are you?

this one is cute! im toe five!

2003-09-09T06:19:00.000-07:00

innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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errr..that's quite cute too...*grinx*

2003-09-09T06:15:00.000-07:00

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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guess i really am quite childish..hee it's nice to be young though...

2003-09-07T07:34:00.000-07:00

drained... hmmx doesnt feel like hols...fri went to rsaf open house... was with ivy tri yuyan n yupei at first then had some funny and maluating times...the planes were very cool and some were huge! lalalalala gained insights...hahaha ok then saw mdm tham...she look quite funny hahaha then talk to her for a while... and then went to sit with huilin n gang...so yups waited till like 4.45 for nth! and then meet chua..oh manx! the performance was great! so coOoOoooOOOoL....hahaha i wanna skydive and parachute in future...i WILL....i MUST..ok saw my younger bro there...ppl think he's cool well..hmmx maybe...~~maybe not~~ hahax and some think he looks like the older one... fine....im short...and reaced home ard 7 so drained!

and yesterday...what a fine day! but have to wake up at SIX to go for this seminar and i totally dont feel like going! but have to lah...or tan will scream at me...so we arrived at tt place..being awfully late and acting as if we are some ~~vip~~ or smth... then tt man started his speech..which was in an alien language n therefore i dont understand to a large extent and i was nodding off...so there was this Q&A...tot no one will go up...boy was i wrong! ppl ~~fighting~~ to go up...haha ok a bit kua zhang...then clara and dear loopy went up to ask some questions but i dont think tt guy answered any questions..he was crapping...then had tea break! drinks was nice but cup was dirty...lucky i didnt have stomache or i'll just sue them...hahax...ok then we tried to be late for grp discussion...we walked slowly and went in rounds but there were many ppl ushering us to our rooms..so no choice...we made a ~~grand~~ appearance..haha everyone was there already...evonne had to go to her grp..so i sat down looking bored and yeah...the facilitator of my grp is damn LAME...we sorta self-intro which i suspect tt they began b4 i came...haha those in my grp were: lemme try to
rm...yanling fr compassvale...nurul fr serangoon sec...jeremy fr maris...c.d gomez fr..err...think it's montfort..tt's the only sch left right? haha ok then my lame facilitator yiqin fr serangoon jc..yups so somehow grp 5 n 6 wanted to merge for icebreakers which were supposed to end at 10.50...we played 7up (o.0) big fish small fish... tt's sooo lame...and donno how time passes quite fast...it waas 11.15 already so we decided to split up n do our stuff...so off we went...i keep suaning tt facilitator because he was so so so lame...ask clara n evone..they know abt it...and we went to the hall to present and we ended up not presenting...so yups tt's it... took pic and went back to sch...

so yeah clara n i went to j8 supposedly to eat n take neos but we had a budget...so ended up buying bread fr breadtalk and koping some mooncake samples...hahax then shopped for wx's present and agreed tt j8 should close down...hmmx then laughed a lot and yeah tt's it...

end years are like...less than a mth away and im still in the slacking mood...i can just fly kite...

2003-09-04T01:48:00.000-07:00

boos... lousy day..got back ppr today...totally spoilt my mood...one of the lowest in class i believe *stress!!!!!!!*
hmwk to be done by tmr:
bio
bio file ~~if i can find my wksheets~~
physics
zuowen
~~read~~ study lit

tmr: rsaf thingy
sat: wok at monfort
sun: out with fam
tues: chinese fr 9-12 ~~argh~~
sat: sentosa

boos! so busy! i just wanna sleep now.....

2003-09-03T01:45:00.000-07:00

whoops... managed to do my chinese test quite ok considering that i didnt study finish...at all...hahax so it was ok lah only half donno how to do only..yeah HALF...anyway tmr got maths...*screams* boos what a busy wk...got lotsa hmwk havent done yet and sat dont even know have to go donno where and see the ~~old~~ man talk or smth...boos friday hafta go tt rsaf thing...wanna sit plane!!!! but nope...no chance.
couple of peeps bday this week...hafta buy presents!
jill
~~meiyan~~
weixin
denise
kim

there my money goes...

2003-08-30T07:54:00.000-07:00

no one gives a damn do they?
i suspect my phone is eating up my msgs or why is it tt no one's replying?
we plan to go out
nth is decided yet
you didnt bother replying
should i care?
why should i?

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Burning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
When you turn around can you recognize my face
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't okay
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Burning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

2003-08-28T07:17:00.000-07:00

damn it... i was sooo happy today bcos tests are over n hols are coming and that blardy piece of shit have to come and piss me..now im not in the mood for anything..blardy idiot...first u occupy the toilet for more than an hr doing who knows what inside and now u idiot...take up my online time...idiot blardy idiot...go n eat shit.
i would finance a time machine to send u back to the dark ages.

2003-08-26T06:59:00.000-07:00

something dreadful and freaky happened yday.. not gonna tell ANYONE what happened...just that i spent an hour in a place i've nv been to b4 taaking up my sleeping time and obviously it's not smth gd.....shant talk abt it...i think ive grown =) *beams* after all tt happened this year..good or bad...i realise tt wallowing in self pity doesnt help and brooding over it wont help too [maybe im in a good mood cause im saying postive things :)] but yeah no one cares if u r sad..the world still continue turning the sun still continue rising and setting the clouds continue to move and all that crap...haiz life is unfair..it's unpredictable so well get over it...you only have ONE time...

2003-08-23T08:37:00.000-07:00

man u 2!!! well they won..heh...horseface scored! just came home from town...went to this hotel to eat some thai food...it was ok..not very filling..still quite hungry now...munching on mooncake but it's not helping much! anyway i bought a ring and purple sunglasses..look like my lost one...hmmx then walked to plaza singapura and hung ard spotlight till the unfriendly shop ppl who just closed the gates w/o making announcements... then we have to hurry and pay up b4 they lock us in...then went to best..played with the videocam there and went home...ooh i saw tan boon wan! hahax...he was sooo close! he smiled at me too! kinda late now... ooh i studied 4 hrs today! tt's a record for me! hahax didnt touch bio though...dont plan to...ahhh eyes hurting!

2003-08-20T02:50:00.000-07:00

argh. i realised smth..my eyes have gotten me into lotsa trouble...ppl just misinterpret my eyes! i donno why!!! anyway called her last night ..feels ok...ah..feel a bit better after talking to py abt class probs..hmmx tmr will be a better day...

2003-08-18T01:27:00.000-07:00

I've been letting you down down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving into temptation
I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

It can happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I cant take, my heart will break
Cause I made a stupid mistake

She was kind of excited
A little crazy I should've known
As I offered to walk her home
The siutaion got out of hand
I hope you understand

It can happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I cant take, my heart will break
Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

She means nothing to me, nothing to me
Every word is true
Dont wanna lose you

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

It can happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I cant take, my heart will break
Cause I made a stupid mistake
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

2003-08-18T01:13:00.000-07:00

damn... what's your prob? i like totally agree with cryz abt our class..why do u care so much? it's not your prob...i know im the worst friend..i know i suck you dont have to remind me...you dont have to make my life miserable..you think that im very happy now tt things turned out this way? u think im not upset..not troubled at all? you think u are the only one with feelings? you can just mind your own business... i made a fuuny face at her..does tt matter? were we even close to begin with? we arent...you have your own clique and i..well i dont have any but we were nv close... things will never be the same as before..i just screwed up...

2003-08-16T05:46:00.000-07:00

miss my computer! now using my bro's one..feel so weird..mine kana sent for upgrading! yipee! hope it wun hang too much after that... anyway still thinking too much these few days..how i wish i could just stop thinking for a day or smth..it will make me the happiest person! maybe i should just go mad..hmmx... kor's bday ydae.. wenta hard rock cafe to eat! yupps first time there..heex..reached at abt 7.30 but only got our food at 8.15 like that..wait till soooo hungry already..went to the toilet....and then the floor was totally wet..realised tt the tap is not turned off... so kind me =) wenta turn it off.....heh heh....then food finally came...at first i see the portion quite small..thought will not fill my stomach but i eat and eat and eat still cant seem to finish..hahax the mash potato is yummilicious! and yeah managed to finish everything on my plate in the end! heex... and the drinks can be refilled! cool...oooh the place has nice ambience too!!! then just came home did maths and slept after wishing someone a happy birthday..hee
two new things! mum bought me a new water bottle! after news said tt plastic bottles are harmful..*beams* and she bought me a new watch too! adidas one..branded k? she's soooooo nice...hahaha and yeah checked my eyesight..now my right eye is 500 and my left is err....375 i think..hahax quite deep sia... lalalala shall not strain my eye too much fr now on...

2003-08-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

life just sux.. no whys...it just does...i see no point in living...when we all have to die one day and to be forgotten in days...weeks or mths...i dont know what the real me is like..i seem to be pretending to be someone else every single moment..even now...who am i? what am i? im a hypocrite..yes tt's the word...i just suck...doing things tt i dont even know im capable of...trying to be what i am in my dreams...hurting ppl..maybe im just being oversensitive... i dont care already..ive lost myself...
just wanna thank some ppl... weixin*jinghang*huiqi*jill*carol [thanks for listening and just for being there] crystal*xiaoPAN*tri*yuyan*yupei* [somehow u all nv failed to brighten my day =)]

2003-08-11T07:47:00.000-07:00

home room system sucks!!! the whole day seemed to be a rush and there's no time to do anything.. no time to drink water..no time to study during lessons...no time to eat!!!! and no time to talk and laugh!!! ahhh! this totally sucks! but the gd thing is...the day passed quite fast! maybe it's just meee.hahax eeek stupid mosquito! wanna kill it...bite meee again and u'll know!!! argh.
sorry for everything.i didnt mean it...

2003-08-09T06:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPIE NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE! hahahax assembly was ok...i didnt make any mistakes..did i? our class didnt win anything...bleah...yday was fun though..went to watch home run with adelene joceyln and phoebe..felt a bit weird and a bit left out but nvm...the show's grrrrr-eat! soooo funny and touching...and smth funny happened! joc had to go and get a balloon and it all started..hahahha see..i was carryin it in kino and then i accidentally released it at a small entrance...so short us can get it! and joc asked this guy to help us get back the balloon and he was carrying this bk and it kana tititititit....and he took the balloon gave it to us and chao very quickly..hahahaha it's soooo funny! at least i think it is..hahax...then we went to the library and played with the balloon coz the lib has low ceiling... hahaha ok that's all i guess... anyway.. was feeling down today..sigh....didnt study at all....

2003-08-07T07:34:00.000-07:00

tmr tmr tmr.... the assembly item...ahhhhh! hao jin zhang o! though i only have like one line! haha but have been staying back the whole of this week...so hope it will be a success! that thing which has been botherin me for weeks is ALMOST resolved..i think...and i hope... HAPPIE BIRTHDAY STEFFIANA!!! my dear tudi! this is dedicated to ya! hahaha stil owe u a hug right? hmmmx... HAHAHA this week was quite fun...filled with xiaopanzi xiaohouzi xiaosunzi dachen zhongchen xiaoleezi xiaoyezi pig's heart confisicated toast and PE!!! soccer was damn fun! we won 2-0!!!! hahahaha

2003-08-05T07:30:00.000-07:00

i realised why im such a loner... because im a really bad friend...i just go round hurting ppl and regret it only till much later...but proud me will not apologise...and tt's my bad pt...it's all a cycle...i really donno what to do abt HER... cant tell anyone what my prob is coz im too ashame to tell...coz im just a bad gal...

2003-08-02T06:27:00.000-07:00

i wana scream!!!!!! this week passed rather quickly..hmmx... havent had much sleep..mon went to see shumin...then tues have cca...wed saw seewai!!! hahax she didnt change much and thurs went dental app and yday..was sick...but had this chem quiz..my grp won!!!! hahaha...though we were outnumbered...yups yups...that's abt it... another depressing week... ahhhhh! not many ppl online now..hmmx...

2003-07-25T23:11:00.000-07:00

wah... i seem to be only blogging once or twice a week...so as usual i shall recall what happened... monday dont quite rmb but wj redeemed her hug!!! tues.... hahaha dont rmb too..oh ya...my lucky eraser decides tt i should go for cca and i did...but it sux...and ooh....my tudi redeemed her hug too! and choir got gold too! sooo CONGRATS! err...lemme see...wj weixin pam peiqing sihui lirong denise beatrice...yeah tt's all i think....wed... pe was fun...realised tt i have a bit of talent in soccer! hahaha and chinese test wasnt as bad cause as usual.... hahaha my row was really cooperative! *grinz*thurs.... errr....hist test... was BAD...but well it's over...and didnt go for cca cause dont feel like...nottie me...friday... had FOUR periods of MATHS! oh gosh..couldnt believe i survived..there was maths test..was ok.... then went to support badminton after school...not many went though...they did great!!!! got a second! it's good enough so dont feel sad! and yeah tk sux tk sux tk sux....

another week passed.. somehow i think this year is a very bad year... why is ppl getting so depressed these days? i think im getting less happy too... my problems are as usual friendship probs... i think it's gonna continue bugging me for the rest of my life... i tried to be happy...it didnt work..i tried to be sad... it made me feel worse... i tried to forget but it keeps coming back..i tried to give up but i have no courage.....
what do u do when u feel tt a good friend of urs doesnt really like u and tt she's just being nice to you? it hurts of course... how i wish i could stop thinking... need to keep myself occupied....

2003-07-20T07:07:00.000-07:00

waiting patiently for seewai to call me!!!! call me seewai!

2003-07-19T08:08:00.000-07:00

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

The moment that I saw you cry

It was late in september
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right...

I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon...
In places no one would find...

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

2003-07-19T06:52:00.000-07:00

oh yeah! forgot abt the lame stories yuyan n ivy wrote on fri! hahaha super khong..khong guan biscuits and paint+colourbrush! hahaha and tt singh on thurs! whahahaha....laugh like siaow...class suddenly seem more fun... it wasnt as fun when i sat with *ahem*...on to today... raining heavily in the morning...haha went to the esplanade..ran like siaow...and ended up with nth...shumin's grp won 2nd -thanks to us- and beatrice's grp got 1st!!! hahaha cant wait to see soh's expression! hahaha anyway they only got $10 popular voucher and we decided to go there n eat books! hahaha so ade peiyueng rachel teri shumin phoebe went toa payoh to eat at pizza hut -and we didnt get lost!!!- lotsa lame thing happened there hahah had a fun time..and ade laughed at ivy's ah meng joke!!! hahaha lame ppl...slept when i came home....did nth the whole day...ah!!!!3 tests next week! started on nth yet...forget it...hahaha shall continue slacking...

2003-07-19T06:35:00.000-07:00

hahaha today is a lame day... havent been blogging! ok...this week was quite fun..hahaha monday... we had the san guo test...ivy didnt come...so tricia cryz and me *ahem* during the test... tt's all for mon! tuesday... dont quite rmb...hahahah wed... errr...cryz went to hang banners at the stadium...went for bio at the lab...ate m&ms fr ivy...molly's nagging again...then pe...damn sad..coz of some problems...and erica said me n rongsiu were inactive and denatured..we r not! we were talking! and we even scored a few! our grp won anyway..hahax....and then there's oral..argh! think i flunk it! coz i absolutely answered only one line... anyway after tt we sat at the fam lounge n stoned and grumbled....then went to the newly opened 7eleven! hahaha nth much..then decided to go np with rongsiu peiyueng..then met shumin phoebe at the busstop...they decided to come along...lorraine later joined us...had some fun..hahah at least i think i did....anyway there's a psycho lady at delifrance... so yups tt's all reached home quite late....thurs... nth much...must prob forgot what happened...fri.. damn slacky day...but no food!!! lorraine didnt come to sch...yups....sure blog again later...

2003-07-12T07:26:00.000-07:00

zhao yun is shuai! hahaha anyway seewai is coming on the 20th of july and leaving on the 27th of aug..that's like a mth! grrreat!!!!

2003-07-10T07:33:00.000-07:00

i exist but there's little or no recognition. this suits me perfectly. everyone just disappears when i need them. busy. have other plans. i dont care. all i know is that ive tried my best not to be lonely. to try to give more but it's not damn working. i dont know what's wrong with me these few days...been feeling damn low...no one cares anyway. what should i do? just disappear....

2003-07-04T20:18:00.000-07:00

FUCK her what do u think her damn problem is??? making me run here n there when im totally sick! she thinks im lying huh? well..then just go to hell! i hate it..i hate it when ppl make me cry and they have just absolutely no damn rights!!! i told myself i have to treasure life but how does this help? she's just making my life worse. what's so nice to treasure abt now? i shall just keep ponning and see if i care...damn fuck her. no mood to type abt whatever happened...and to jill : thanks a million! you r the best! always being there for me..and im really sorry too for wasting your time..it's all HER fault...argh...

2003-07-03T06:11:00.000-07:00

ahhhh!! changed seats! finally! haha dont mean anything but it kinda gets boring sitting with the same old ppl all the time esp when we r not close at all! but yeah...although there are exceptions..haha like tablemates! whahahaha...okayyy...anyway yups...haiz.. so many things happen to my class these few days..evonne's in hospital....hairline crack in spine i think...well well anyway to all those who comes here pls leave a msg in my gbk =) ..if possible i want to know how ppl feel abt me..HONESTLY! thankx...

2003-06-28T02:20:00.000-07:00

gone so soon...didnt even let me have a chance to give u ur bday present...we've only known each other for less that a yr...but yet we spent many happy times together....i rmb the times when we had oral..you were there trying to practise..and we were there laughing at gen...and i rmb the times we were going home together...the laughs and talks we had..and i rmb..during the midterms...you were sitting right behind me...wishing each other gd luck...and studying together...and the pw camp...we had lotsa fun...and now...all gone...i hate u..hate u for leaving us like that...but i guess you will find happiness up there in heaven...i'll pray for u always...may u find peace. amen.

2003-06-28T01:08:00.000-07:00

my mind is in a whirl. woke up this morning to find out abt the dreadful news.i mean...a totally healthy person and now? life is like that i guess...oh manx..later going to her wake... think im gonna cry..though we arent exactly close but we still spent some happie times together right? sigh...i love u 4ever cass shant blog anymore....

2003-06-22T18:37:00.000-07:00

poooof! in school now for cca hee...havent been blogging! think it's better cause everyday come also nth to write...yes..now have lotsa stuff to write on!!! heex saturday! went to aunt's house for cousin's bday party..she's only 4... and there all lots of damn children running ard..not tt i dont like children but they are blocking my view on the tv!!! i was watching a show!! dont they have any sense? even the adults do that! okkk...and the food are all children food...sandwiches sausages fishballs blah blah blah...after that we went to northpoint...guess what? i bought the harry potter book!!! hee the order of phoenix and now im up to page 100 or so.. yay! and i bought...i bought the 5566 live concert vcd!! hahaha havent watched it though..waiting for huiqi but guess it doesnt hurt to watch more times!!! haha there's this book tt comes with it and it's cool! totally. and there's postcard which of course i will nv use it! hahahaha then went home of course..it was ard 10+++ and we played mahjong!!!! whahahahha i lost money! thank u! thank u! so smart right? hahahah ok slept at ard 3...on to sunday.. obviously i wake up damn late which is kinda expected of me..ard 6 we left for chinatown..u know the new northeast line? yups...i ate those tonic soup with rice..yum yum i love soupsss! hee then went OG and damn leon bought levis jeans haha so young only i dont even have..no money...then took the train to harbourfront.. guess what? smart me lost my ez link card! then have to go back to chinatown...and my bro found it..guess where? under this STUPID man's butt! he was sitting on it! LOL...dont he have any feeling? thickskinned idiot...then went harbourfront walked to sentosa took taxi home..haha then slept late...woke up late...yups that's all!!! long? yups ok yawn again

2003-06-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

INCREDIBLE HULK!!! that's sooooo cool! haha went to watch it last night after i went bowling..guess what? i played three games and my scores are 107 94 102!!! yay!!! not bad eh? i crossed 100!!! haha anyway hulk was cool though quite boring in the beginning...haha then this stupid girl in front of me keep coughing..irritating me...argh..buzz off! what should i do? dont know whether should go for 5566 autograph session but i dont like to go early and wait..hate waiting..but if dont go early cant get autograph!!! i wanna see them close up! haha ok..yawn!

2003-06-16T08:57:00.000-07:00

A LITTLE ABOUT YOU: me??? im me!
FULL NAME: sabrina tan
NICKNAMES: sabbie sabby submarine
BIRTHDAY: 021288
AGE: 14++
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? loneliness darkness heights death pain (im soooo timid)
DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES?? both
YOUR PERFECT MAN/WOMAN: errr...no one is perfect?
EMBARRASSING MOMENT:lots of them
FUTURE KIDS' NAMES: isnt it a bit too early?
YOUR GOOD FRIENDS: they know who they are =)
SIBLINGS: two brothers!!! argh.
DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR FAMILY? yeah most of the time
EVER HATED A PERSON IN YOUR FAMILY: duh
[[+FAVOURITES....+]]
ICE CREAM: cookies n cream!
VEGETABLE: hate all!!!
FAST FOOD: macs
ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE: hmmx...no idea
DRINK: f&n grape fruit punch
TV PROGRAMME: i watch almost everything
PLACE TO VISIT: everywhere in the world!!!
COLOURS: all!
JEWELLERY: dont wear ex ones
SPORTS: swimming.bowling.hockey.cycling.
ANIMAL: dogs?
CAREER:hmmx...lemme think
SHAMPOO: organic
SOAP: shokubutsu
DAY/NIGHT: night
SUMMER/WINTER: winter
SUBJECT: recess!
LACE/SATIN: *rolls eyes*
WHO KNOWS ALL OF YOUR SECRETS: my inner self *hahahaha*
WHO DO YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF UR LIFE WIF: loved ones
[[+ HAVE YOU EVER....+]]
LOVED SUM1 SO MUCH IT MADE YOU CRY? guess so
SKINNY DIPPED? of course not!
PLAYED STRIP POKER? nope again
PLAYED TRUTH OR DARE? duh
FLASHED SOMEONE? hahahahaha no
MOONED SOMEONE: nope
KISSED SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW? noooooo
BEEN IN A PHYSICAL FIGHT? of coz lah...my brothers!!!
BEEN IN A POLICE CAR? my mode of transportation hah!
BEEN ON A PLANE? it's coooool!
COME CLOSE TO DYING? hmmx when im stressed out? which is hardly. =P
CHEATED ON YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER? nah
BEEN IN A SAUNA? ya..almost suffocated
IN A HOT TUB? nah
IN THE OCEAN? hmmx...maybe
CRIED: always
CUT YOUR HAIR: gee...lame questions
WORN A SKIRT: duh
BEEN MEAN: ya...
MET SOMEONE NEW: yes..
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: yupx
MISSED SOMEONE: YES!
HUGGED SOMEONE: YES!
WISHED UPON A STAR: YES!
LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: hahaha YES!
WATCHED A SUNRISE/SUNSET: tried to but im a pig
SPENT QUALITY TIME ALONE: every night b4 i sleep?
READ A BOOK FOR FUN: sure
HOW ARE YOU TODAY? happieeee
ARE YOU WEARING YOUR PYJAMAS: i dont wear pyjamas
ARE YOU TALKING TO SOMEONE ONLINE? yeah wanjing! and steffiana!
ABORTION? will nv come close to it
CLASSICAL? what?
SOAP OPERAS? no way
AEROPLANE? didnt u ask tt b4?
AMUSEMENT PARKS? WOAH! MY FAVE!
>[[+ WHAT IS............+]]
YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM? no have
YOUR BEDROOM LIKE? quite colourful and crammed
YOUR SECRET CRUSH? a human? nah..dont have one currently hah
YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION? meeee bolster!!!
>
[[+[[+HAVE YOU EVER HAD..........+][ ARE YOU A......+]]
>
GOOD STUDENT? what do u think?
GOOD ACTOR/ACTRESS? stage fright!
GOOD DANCER? nope
GOOD STORYTELLER?: nah
STITCHES? ya...quite often
HAD A NOSE BLEED? dont think so
SURGERY? *touch wood!!!*
SOMEONE BESIDES YOUR FAMILY SAY THEY LOVE YOU? of cos!
SOMEONE PUNCH YOU? nah who dares?
>
>[[+DO YOU......+]]
>WET THE BED? ya
COLLECT ANYTHING? ya
LIKE TO SING?: okkkkkk
LIKE TO SHOP?: no money
LIKE TO PARTY? YIPEEE!
GET IN TROUBLE A LOT? guess so
>
>[[+WOULD YOU......+]]
EAT A LIVE HAMSTER FOR A MILLION $$$? if it's cooked...
GO TO A HANSON CONCERT IF YOU HAD A FREE TICKET: hanson? errr..no?
GET SOMETHING PIERCED? ya
KILL SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW FOR 15 BILLION DOLLAR?? tt's cruel i have no reason to do tt
NE1 OFFERED YOU A SMALL PART IN A MOVIE WOULD YOU ACCEPT? sure if it's decent ha
TIME FINISHED
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2003-06-16T08:35:00.000-07:00

What Finding Nemo Character are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
yay! im crush! he's dam cool!!!! haha...im coooll!!!

2003-06-16T07:47:00.000-07:00

the BIG day is not my wedding mind you..haha it's just an impt day... for me at least... but it's over!!! it wont bug me anymore!!! nth much today..my first day of holiday!!!! yay!!!! nothing much to blog since i come here almost everyday...so yups! bye ppl!

2003-06-15T06:15:00.000-07:00

yawn! tiring weekend! ok.yesterday went out with peiyueng peiqing pam weixin huilin gen went to watch how to lose a guy in 10 days...very funny..haha then took pics as usual and went to watch the 12th night play...got lost! walked a lot b4 reachin that damn place..sch's quite nice..dinner was chicken rice...cheapskate..play was ok...quite boring almost fell asleep...HAPPIE FATHERS' DAY! went pasir ris park.cycled.playground.eat.home.quite fun.tired tired tired.. tmr is the BIG day...yes the BIG day...hope everything turns up ok..pray hard..

2003-06-13T08:19:00.000-07:00

wheee! watched finding nemo today! so nice! i love being in the ocean! haha though it looks fun and dangerous at the same time..the story was quite touching but very funny! haha..tmr watching how to lose a guy in ten days and the 12th night play...yawn

2003-06-12T18:30:00.000-07:00

it's early! iwould nv have woken up so early if there's no cca!!!!! anyway yes im here in school!!!! blogging away..ok gtg later!

2003-06-12T07:25:00.000-07:00

today is...today. had maths lesson! oh well...at first dont really know how to face them but it turned out fine...then they wanted to talk and they apologised..im cool with that but i just wana know how they knew of my blog..who told them? hmmx...who could it be....anyway yeah it's over i shall just get over it.. so YAY!!! amaths sux... just passed only..argh..27 marks gone due to stupid mistakes!!! *slaps myself* whatever loh..at least i know that i know how to do..not tt im stupid! just dumb to make soooo many dumb dumb mistakes! *slaps myself again..even harder* but it's over!!! YAY again! finding nemo! im gonna find him tmr! hahax with my cousin and her little daughters... then on sat gonna watch how to lose a guy in 10 days then go for tt 12th night play..busy me! haha and then sun go to pasir ris with cousins to celebrate fathers day! busy busy me! and poor poor me! no money!!! haha... wanjing where r u??!!! feels bored w/o u online...where are u? where are u? haha okae going now...

2003-06-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeeeeee! today was fun! shall write everything down...i was in a bad mood this morning...feeling weird so i took my temp..36.6..im well...so hafta go...met pam jill kim dor xian jh eileen carol at amk station then when to cine to eat...kinda cheered up a bit..then when heeren to take neopics...saw ivy linwei haha then went to the grafitti cafe and left lotsa tbm stuff behind...haha then jill jh kim wanted icecream..they wana buy fr the man selling outside heeren..asked the uncle then realised it's $2... so decided not to buy then the uncle scold scold scold... whatever loh! and then went bowling! haha jh was superb! and the rest were ok... haha i got 89! yeah me always got ard there...so anyway we walked to pac plaza...bought rings...pink n blue! then on the way we stopped to take our temp! haha yes im cool! and answer simple questions to get Qoo!!! we got bottles..one each..haha wait.. my question was what's the newest animal in the zoo??? i was like errrr...tiger? haha..then he gave a clue: a large animal...ELEPHANTS! haha i got it! then reach pac plaza windowshopped there..all expensive stuff...and then came home!!! really fun! +ilu+ tbms pw camp... i think im over it..thankx ppl who signed in my gbk...but i dont know how to face ppl tmr..oh wells some problems nv go away...and whatever loh..cca sucks...i hate it!!! stupid why must make me do all the job tt nobody wants to do..i had enuff manx! go to hell ppl...every man dies but not everyone really lives

2003-06-10T07:59:00.000-07:00

AHHHH!!! relieving all my feelings now! AHHHHH!!! the kids are sooooo cute i miss them now if anyone of u reading this blog is from Mendaki and if u attended the SNGS camp please leave a note! i love u all! wait let me pour out everything first...it started out fine as in i met zhuxuan in the morning and we went to skool together but after tt it's not as fine... felt left out already...THEY did not include me in anything as if im not part of the grp so im pissed and i went pasting the stuff on my own and then during the lesson THEY just treat me as a facilitator..not allowed to speak cos everytime i do tt THEY interrupted..so what's the point? and after tt THEY dont know do what and i went preparing the games stuff for the next lesson and THEY were conversing at another place and do they care? i doubt so. forget abt tt...then chua has to come along and tok to us..i kept quiet most of the them..nth to say n dont feel like anyway..and i just have the slightest feeling that SHE is trying to get chua's sympathy..and at least chua is quite fair n rationalised...(correct word?) after tt i went with jo's grp to evaluate haha im just with them but i did not interfere with the evaluation! and i realise tt it's hard for the marks to exceed 30 the evaluation form sucks...but still cant blame it for what happened yesterday... and during our next lesson tris cryz kat came to look and i... was treated as a facilitator again..and when ivy they all asked..THEY said tt i had a sore throat and tt's why i didnt say a thing... and of course they saw thru it..i mean sore throat??!!! no comments... nearly cried a few times today when ppl ask me abt stuff and HER. i guess tt's all on the unhappiness part... now look on the bright side! during lunch i saw wanjing! yen! denise! yvonne! weiling! jinghang! huiqi! steffi! i think seeing them and talking to them means a lot to me..coz of the bad day i had it's nice to see ppl who can laugh n cheer me up... so THANKS ppl! did i leave anybody out? haha and then nothing much during lessons interacted with the kids...like them more...and the cute and smart boy imran rmb my name! yeah...he said im the pokemon gym leader n the teenage witch and whatever! haha... on to my buddy i shared with jo also named imran and zaki... imran damn dao..only time we interacted is when he's on the bus waving gdbye..but he's damn cute! both of them are..but sometimes see zaki alone but cant like help much...feel sad... and after tt we quite free then went to drama studio tell ghost stories! haha damn funny..we switched off all the lights n draw all the curtains so it's real dark..then telling halfway right? the stage there got sounds n i know it's xinling haha coz i saw her walk there...obviously ppl screamed and then the locked door suddenly shook violently and cherylene looked..no one was there..more screams! haha xinling was discovered....she came out..but then after tt more sounds from backstage..the curtain was pulled close and no one was seen.....freak out for a while b4 hulin comes out! hahahahaha really soo funny..we r like..scaring ourselves?then each time the door opens we will stare at it in silence n realise tt they are harmless creatures b4 laughing...so corny!!! haha then i think tt's all for today... chua invited us to her wedding dinner at the end of the yr..i was like..errrm...okkkk... and big thanks to jo! thx for sharing buddies with me! hahax will give u a pressie! last of all sorry if i offended anyone i just need to vent my anger... oh ya! forgot abt this yesterday someone puked and cryz used newspaper to scoop it up and when i mopped...yes i did... i nearly puked too! disgusting! okkk gtg now haha longest blog record as wanjing says... oh looking forward to tmr! HAPPIE BIRTHDAY PAM!!!

2003-06-09T07:43:00.000-07:00

i've sinned terribly today... it's such a lousy day today. i feel bad...feel bad towards both sides... we evaluated tricia's grp for PW and yeah while discussing the marks i just kept quiet...there's no way i can 'overtalk' them... and the marks they give is low..reall low.. and nt cried i feel bad although i admit im partially at fault tooo...and then i started to blab..on stuff i shouldnt have...and unknowingly hurt someone but i was really pissed at that time and just rattled off..i feel bad now..but then i still think what i blabbed is right but i just shouldnt have done tt okkk... on the happie side it's quite fun overall the kids are damn cute although i admit im a bit of a racist..hah...and yeah quite a busy day today yesterday was quite ok and bath was soothing..i only slept for a few hrs which is better than nth and yeah...tt's abt it..and oh ya i visited the rubbish dump TWICE so stinko can! whatever loh i hate chua she sucks to a LARGE extent or to all extent... drained now.. just come to blog so i wont 4get what to say... ahhhh... my bolster!

2003-06-06T06:35:00.000-07:00

2 more days to PW camp! feel kinda excited and 'luan' cause i think we forgot to do smth! did we? ok dont panic maybe we didnt..hahax anyway hope it goes thru smoothly!!! HOLIDAYS!!! yay! but doesnt feel like it at all..hmmx..maybe because i will be going to sch as usual for the whole of next week! to all tbms: 11 june confirmed..meet at 1pm..bring $money$ hahax lots of it... anyway i smsed all of u already just that no one replies!!! it's alright u noe end up nobody goes dont blame me... anyway HAPPIE HOLIDAYS!

2003-06-05T03:52:00.000-07:00

am i happy? that's what i want to find out...i dont feel very happy tt mid terms are gone...it's like actually i didnt really studied too hard for it so maybe tt's why but maybe because my hols are practically gone! ppr is ok at least i improved quite a bit yeah forgot everything i wana write! was thinking of what i wana write on the way home but now i forgot everything! nvm then.. yawn soooo tired shall go and rest my eyes and i probably will fall asleep...

2003-05-31T07:27:00.000-07:00

wheeee! yesterday was sooooo fun...went j8 to...err...take pictures? hahax.. i need to stay back and then the rest went first and i only joined them at ard 3 +++? feel so guilty,,,they waited sooo long for me! THANKIES!!! hee... and we took so many pics... who wants to put them on their blog? i can scan for them.. anyway really had such a great time and it has been so long since so many of us got together.. learn@arts quite tiring today..went esplanade..victoria theatre..MITA building..walk walk walk walk and take take take take pics.. phew.. ooh and pizza flavoured RiTZ is sooo yummilicious! hahax... lotsa ppl in the super...let's just say... outstanding tees... hahax...so yups.. didnt study the whole day... so imagine how im gonna die on mon... whahaha hope it's a peaceful one..so good luck to everyone!!!! -how many lives do i get?-

2003-05-28T22:40:00.000-07:00

2 tests down! 9 more to go! a.maths is a super killer but wells..it's over!!!! YAY! 11 june so be it.. i'll try to make it and if not go w/o me coz it's hard to get maj of the ppl... tablemates rocks...still rmb tt after each test during midterms and end-of-yr..we will throw those crushed paper ard..hahax..miss those times.. lalalala... just blogging for fun.. gotta mug mug mug... peace

2003-05-24T07:30:00.000-07:00

SUPER SLACKER MOOD mid terms coming yeah? havent really started studying yeah? gonna fail yeah? YEAH YEAH YEAH!!! just not in the mood and dont ask WHY... nothing much has been happening this week hmmx..oh ya..it's huiqi's birthday tmr! HAPPIE HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!!! she loves the pressie i gave her! i loved tt thing too... it's a pencil case...man utd pencil case...so cool and nice...hahax..glad she loves it!!! and i made a nice pressie for pam! hope she'll love it...hahax..cant wait to give it to her...whatever manx at time i really cant stand HER...trying so hard to get into their 'clique' and just kicking me out of everything..treating me like a SPARE tire...who does she think she is anyway? it's not as if she's my only friend and tt i will die w/o her... *puke* well..just try guessing who she is...enough of all this peace to me

2003-05-18T02:39:00.000-07:00

another day passed and i was slacking again..mid terms is less than *gulp* 2 weeks away and here i am slacking! oh manx...feel so guilty but cant help it....i love to SLACK...who doesnt? im gonna play ps2 later..so i should look for cheat codes now..heh...bought cool pressies! dont know what's wrong with me..keep buying stuff and now..i dont know who to give them to..haha...and to all tbms i think yeah...i cant make it on the 9 or 10 june..having pw camp..SORRY..maybe we can decide on another day...11? better decide on it fast k? most prob we will be going somewhere to eat then hang ard..so yeah! i love eating.. pls reply if u see this....tmr having dental app not going to school..wonder what tt damn cheleen is gonna say..whatever it is..it's clear tt i dont like her and she doesnt like me..so if she's gonna scold me..i will just not listen and give her a rude look..yes im gonna do that..cause she sucks...slacking off again...

2003-05-17T07:55:00.000-07:00

change template i wanna change template! this is soooo boring!!!! chinese oral today...think i just failed another test... whatever..hahax..was falling asleep during listening...this week was rather stressful with all the tests! glad tt it's OVER!!! and napfa...feel soooo inferior doing it with crystal..audrey...xianhui! argh....cant stand them..hahax..they are way toooo gooood...spend lotsa money$$$ on my new sports shoes (yay!)...pressies for ppl and food...eating too much junk lately..ohs but dont seem to be fatter... sleeping off

2003-05-11T05:30:00.000-07:00

what a day! out for mother's day dim sum buffet from 11am to around 5pm? oh manx...didnt study at all and my speech is hanging in the air...oooh! went to the man u store! 30% off everything...so went to take a look since im at orchard already..guess what? i saw gurmit singh on the way! hahax..maybe he's a man u fan too! then when i enter the store..it was soooo damn crowded! so many ppl all crowding at the entrance..then there was this person talking talking talking and leading everyone in a cheer...i think it's 'we got our trophy back' hahax..lame...and everyone shouted back it was so loud n scary...and there's free champagne and soft drinks...haha..kope a bit here n there...then they have some quiz and guess what?! i dont know the answer to anything...hahax...like..when was it formed? who scored the first goal? history....hahax...and i got a balloon..hahax...wed will suck 3 tests and a speech...it's enough to drive me crazy...just hope i will survive...pray for me....

2003-05-10T02:13:00.000-07:00

whooo...been such a loooong time..this week has been sooo damn boring and stressful and..whatever...next week will be equally boring and stressful and whatever....argh...hate bIOlOGY..sucks suck sucks...sooooo much to study..just got back my chem test..it's ok but then...i dont know why...let's just say it's damn stressful in this class..and im practically last in everything...leon's bday on thurs bought him a pair of socks..heex...it's quite nice...and we celebrated his bday...we went sakae sushi to eat last week..and wait...we gobbled down 35 plates and more..!!!! 4 greedy pigs...and im still hungry after that..hahax.. anyway HAPPIE BDAY, LEON! going out laterwheeeee...but haven really studied for chinese and bio and maths..think i gonna die!!! and my speech! argh....next week sucks..BIG TIME

2003-05-03T07:02:00.000-07:00

wow wow wow my mother just bought 7250 at a special price!!! wish i had waited a little longer..argh! and i went down to buy dinner just now and i was taking pictures of every songle thing..hahahaha...ppl might think tt im mad...wish me luck for my testSSS next week think im gonna die..science sucks...think i should change my template again yups...grew tired of that...hmmx....

2003-05-01T05:56:00.000-07:00

6610 rocks! just got a new hp..hahax..pretty cool...and really cheap..anyways...to jill...cheer up! i'll always be here for u no matter what! i'll nv ever upset u....*hugs* take great care of urself...love u lots!

2003-04-26T06:53:00.000-07:00

Which Disney Princess Are You?

this quiz was made by Erin

big thanks to those who left a note in my gbk! was kinda touched..heex..esp by kim and my dearest tu di! hahax....oops havent started on my persuaive speech..maybe i should get it done now...hahax..just not in the mood now... there's 4 tests next week..can die...hahax...oh wells...happiness is looking at life through rose-tinted glasses

2003-04-24T06:10:00.000-07:00

TESTS ARE OVER!!! for this week... i should be happy...i should be smiling and laughing away but im NOT...so many things happened today and it's all sorta related...as in it all shows tt people ard me dont care abt me at all...they dont care what i think and how i feel...hypocrites...pretending they care..pretending they understand..but no nO NO! those who "care" even more hurt me even more...and it seems to me tt they think nth of it...leaving me out of everything and simply just ignoring me...do they care? doubt so... shant write anymore..in case someone thinks im refering to her and starts to feel hurt...dont know why im caring so much for ppl when no one cares for me...but this is life..it's unfair...

2003-04-19T09:34:00.000-07:00

MAN U 3 BLACKBURN 1whahaha...very good! blackburn most prob burn their butts till all black...hahax...i won 13 bucks!!!! no...not because of soccer bets..but because i just went to my aunt's house and played mahjong...whahaha...on a winning streak...man u won and i won..hahax...but the money does not go to me..i only got 2 bucks...hahax..but still quite happy..anyway smth sad happened my aunt sent her maid away...as in...we were having dinner in the function room and then the maid was there..my aunt secretly contacted the maid agency and went to the house to pack the maid's stuff...then someone appeared and took the maid away..she was smiling but i think it's just a strong front...my aunt said tt she saw the maid writing back home the other day..hoping to work for another 3 years..but oh wells....this is life...big thanx to WEIXIN and clara thanx jie for smsing me and signing on my gbk...really touched...and my angel..thanks sooo much...you have always been there for me since sec one...love u all lots

2003-04-18T05:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPIE GOOD FRIDAY! ah...holiday! hahax..finally i get to come online....only managed to come online after restarting my freaking computer for the past half an hour...cant stand it... lotsa hmwk not done yet but wells shall do it tmr hahax feel damn lonely this few days...it's like where did everybody go to? ppl just seem to prefer doing other things to going for recess with me or just having a chat with me..it's like i dont exist at all!!! they can just talk to other ppl when im talking to them halfway and no one seems to care!!! alll tbms seem to have lots of new frenz..and it seems like im not only one not being able to adapt to this..class... do they care? no. no. no! ppl talk to me only to ask for a favour and crap... oh..whatever..it doesnt matter to anyone whether i exist or not..maybe i should just disappear....

2003-04-14T07:22:00.000-07:00

haven blogged for days!been really busy doing hmwk till even now...hahax..hmmx...first day of school today... quite okay..there's only a few lessons..everything's on SARS...hahax..quiz..wksheets..whatever..*rolls eyes* but overall its quite managaeble still maybe because there's practically no lessons...whahaha...dont have to stay back the entire week..YIPEE!!! but need to go straight home to bath everyday..hahax...im a very clean person now...whahaha...okays...feel crappy now...enjoy while i can before hmwk comes again

2003-04-11T07:21:00.000-07:00

sushi! just came back from northpoint...went to eat at sakae sushi...hahax..guess how many plates can 5 ppl gobble down? 33!!! i feel like a piggie now...and the bill: $111.20 hahax...that's a lot manx! but lucky lucky...im not the one who is paying... tired... didnt really do much hmwk today..was really tired...had a nightmare last night..hahax...rather not talk about it here... im having lotsa mixed feelings now...dont know how i should feel..i just dont feel right...hahax...sounds funny..oh wells...wanna sleeeeeep!!!!!

2003-04-10T02:23:00.000-07:00

lalalala phew! homework quite a lot done! can relax a bit already...a bit only...hahax...hmmx..nothing much to write so heres a great song for everyone to see....yups..tc!
Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark,
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart.
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain,
Melodies of life - love's lost refrain.
Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why.
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye.
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold.
In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me.
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name.
A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of Life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds - forever and beyond.
So far and away, see the bird as it flies by.
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky.
I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings.
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings.
In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us closer and now leaves me behind?
A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying bird - forever and on.
If I should leave this lonely world behind,
Your voice will still remember our melody.
Now I know we'll carry on.
Melodies of Life,
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts,
as long as we remember.

2003-04-09T02:27:00.000-07:00

i survived!!! a dreadful hmwk day...though didnt really do much..hahax..shall copy a bit on de first day of school..arent i smart? hahahahaha... hmmx...THIS IS LIFE manx -listening to my fav song-listening to the rain outside-munching on those yummy[licious] potato chips-sorta finished my hmwk for the day- YIPPEEEEEEE!!! sars or no sars..we can still enjoy life right? wait wait...*apologises to sars related ppl* i know u all are having a hard time...god bless ya! god bless everyone! it's a great world out there!

2003-04-07T22:42:00.000-07:00

HOMEWORK!!! argh! it finally came..i was wondering why the teachers were so nice but heck...they plan to give us hmwk this week..stressed already..bombarding us with hmwk..every subject..now we have too much hmwk..what is it with those freaking teachers? dont they realise tt we have 9 subjects? cant stand it...psychos! oh wow! look at the time...1.45 pm...nothing much to do anyway...but homework...seems like im destined to do hmwk all my life...hahax...hahahax....gotta get back my e.maths bk from jinghang..ya...the worst holiday ever!

2003-04-06T05:45:00.000-07:00

aah! what a nice dinner! hmmx...yesterday was dead boring...watched the final episode of there...damn noisy...was so fed up at those little kids..dancing on the table, totally blocking my view. and they have the cheek to smile at me..argh! but well..they are cute to a certain extent..hols extended! good thing: more sleep bad thing: homework teachers are like this..giving hmwk as long as they have the chance...the bad thing about internet...watched the show just now..quite unbelievable...SARS definitely sux seewai said that there could be as much as 75 cases a day over there in HK...so dangerous! god bless her! hope this will end asap...peace to everyone!

2003-04-03T23:57:00.000-08:00

another day! oh wow...can get outta the house tmr again coz my auntie's celebrating her 55th birthday! can party! yeah! but then i dont really like this kinda big gathering..i mean it's fun..my cousins are all so kiddo and we can play mahjong together..hahax..but alwayx feel damn lonely...im like the only girl of my age? no one to talk to..damn sian...
haiz..no more MVP qing ren to watch.. friday nights are so boring now...
more n more ppl coming to sign my guestbk..hahax...thanks peeps! love ya lots!

2003-04-02T23:56:00.000-08:00

hAppiE hAppiE bdAE to my mAmA! hahax...juz came back from lunch...yum yum...nv had such a great meal since SARS? and yeah! i got out of the house..finally! not many peeps on the streets though...but it's all destined i guess...if u are lucky, u wont even get it if u are working in the hospitals...
ouch! my index finger hurts..can u believe it? i cut my hand while using a penknife! and the blood came gushing out and i was shaking my hand rather violently..so blood was everywhere...and i didnt realise it...den i went to wash my hands coz the penknife was damn rusty...the blood continued to gush n gush and i was wondering if it would ever stop or i would die due to an excessive loss of blood...finally..it stopped. and now im deprived of using that finger..cleared my room of those blood stains... oh wells..

2003-04-01T05:06:00.000-08:00

argh! error again...what's the prob with the script? should i care? hmmx...it's april fools day! haiz..but no one to fool at home... if only there's school...first time im missing school can? it's damn boring at home! only can play eat sleep play eat sleep..going mad soon...

2003-03-31T06:50:00.000-08:00

oh wow! finally working with no errors..will work on de colour scheme the next time..yeah! so happie...

2003-03-31T05:55:00.000-08:00

heYOZ peeps! oh wells...finally having a blog...special thankx to wanjing though...for helping this suaku out..hahax..love ya lots...